a guiltless twisted lie

jawaban gw buat www.facebook.com/topic.php?uid=109112601482&topic=11195#topic_top


haah, gini ini nih, . .
gw stuju ama sarannya patile. .
tapi gini sob smua, partydork dan apwg tu ada dua macem. .

yang pertama :
ada partydork kyk yg lu smua bahas drtd dan mreka jg sempet join dgn mara" . .
nah partydork tipe ini termasuk dalan partydork yg banyak duit alay dan katrok sok"an . .
bukannya gw mw ngejelek"in partydork, tp justru anak yg kyk gni ini yg bikin partydork jelek. .

kedua :
anak partydork yg cuma tau buat nikmatin lagunya pwg d0ang, no matter what mreka plagiat ato yg laen, .
pokoknya yg mreka tau, mreka cuma nikmatin lagunya pwg doang. .


ktiga :
anak apwg yg dulu anak partydork, sampe gara" dia kena k jadian yg di sebutin di atas smua itu mreka jadi marah", anarki dll, terhadap smua anak partydork . .
masa bodo anak partydork itu yg pernah ngejek mreka ato engga, mreka tetep aja ngelakuin tindakan kyk gt ngga ada habisnya, dan kalo di perhatikan lagi orang kayak gini ga ada bedanya ama yg tipe pertama, .


keempat :
anak apwg yg sebenernya cuma mau ngasi tau ke kita smua kalo pwg itu plagiat, dgn bukti" yg mreka berikan.

iya gw tau mreka plagiat, gw stuju. .
tp gw tetep aja nikmatin musik mreka. .

so guys, buat apa coba kita saling mengejek, saling menyakiti kyk gni trus ?
ga ada benefitnya sama skali buat kita smua. .
ayo, STOP PERKELAHIAN ANTAR PD DAN APWG, BAHKAN SAMA SMUANYA. .
kita manusia bermoral smuanya, hargain dan hormatin hak orang laen buat dnger musik sesuka mreka. .
kita hidup di negara demokrasi kan ?
damai itu indah guys. .
so buat yg ngerasa mreka slama ini termasuk dlm tipe 1 dan 3, tobat guys, ga ada hasilnya kalo gini terus. .
STOP JUGA BIKIN GRUP ANTI TERHADAP BAND LAEN. .
coba kalo ada grup anti terhadap band lo ?
lo pasti smua ga suka kan ?

gw mohon, kita smua bebas berkarya, dan buat yg plagiat, STOP JUGA PLAGIAT KARYA ORANG, KALO LO EMANG BNER" PLAGIAT. .

capek gw dnger perselesihan antar mreka smua apalagi sampe anak yg gak ikut" kena getahnya juga, trus ada juga sampe pertumpahan darah juga. .
buat apa itu smua ?
gak penting guys. .
ga ada manfaatnya buat kita smua. .
jadi please, gw mohon, ayo kita smua damai. .
enak kan kalo smuanya ga ada konflik. .
enak kan kalo kita bisa dnger musik bareng" ?
jadi ayo, kita damai C;

I walked and walked.
Time made no sense as I
pushed slowly through
the thick
undergrowth. It was
hours passing, but also
only seconds. Maybe it
felt like time had frozen
because the forest
looked the same no
matter how far I went. I
started to worry that I
was
traveling in a circle, a
very small circle at that,
but I kept going. I
stumbled often, and, as it
grew darker and darker,
I fell often, too.

ya., aku ingat lagu ini, dan semuanya. .

more than words. .

sebuah lagu yang cukup lama . .
tapi tetap ada di benakku. .
6 tahun yang lalu. .
anak 10 tahun yang tidak tau apa" tentang cinta, tetapi sudah merasakan cinta sejati. .
walaupun tidak secara langsung. .
terinspirasi oleh judul lagu itu, ku coba untuk mengungkapkan segalanya. .
mencoba untuk menorehkan segalanya pada hitam diatas putih untuk diberikan kepadanya. .
tapi, ya dia tak pernah mengerti . .
tapi memang benar jika cinta tak harus memiliki. . .
masih ku ingat kalimat terakhir surat itu. .


you are more than words inside my heart. . .



-naf-

well, its take long time for me to choose the best tittle for this one. .
but, i'll find it later. .

here's the story begins. .


tonight, i'm thinking about something that never gonna have an ending if we talk about it over and over. .
it always here, in our mind, or even in our soul. .
the thing that sometimes make us happy, but sometimes make us sad. .
sometimes make us cry, but sometimes make us laugh. .
everybody have it, or ever felt this feeling. .
its called love. .

when i opened the dictionary and looking for the mean of love, it said that love is a deep affection or fondness. .
and also like this :
1. A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child or friends.



but, i have different reality for my life. .
it just like the opposite of everything that have been written before. .
i never feel love. .
cause nobody here to share love with me. .
yeah, there's nobody. .
im just the ugly dummy freaky person. .
that have nobody here. .
my bestfriend is the loneliness. .
my place is the darkness. .
and my destiny is loveless. .
its a worst faith, isn't it ?
fortunately, im the one and the only who felt this one. .
who has to face my world, face my faith with nothing. .

maybe its the story of surrender-ness . .
or someone who give up for everything. .
but actually no it isn't . .


i wrote this story to tell you, all of you. .
that you are have some purpose to live. .
you have a goal that you must achieved. .
you have something to do. .
and you've got to struggle. !
you must reach out your dreams. !
go get what have you dreaming for, what you have waiting for. .
you are more lucky than me. .
cause im useless. .
i mean nothing in this world. .
and only me who have to feel this one. .
so raise your dreams. .
spread your love to everyone. .
believe that you can get what you want. .
and you'll be the one who's winning. .


be the best !

underneath the moon, underneath the stars
heres a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
heres a hand to hold on to

but if i should break, if i should fall away
what am i to do?
i need someone to take, a little of the weight
or ill fall through

you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but don't let me fall

take a little time, walk a little line
got the balance right
give a little love, gimme just enough
so that i can hang on tight

we will be alright, ill be by your side
i wont let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around

hey guys..
saya mau sedikit bercerita..
kalo cari duit itu susah banget.. [ga percaya ??]
emang ada beberapa dari anda smua ngerasa kalo dapet duit itu gampang..




-kan bisa dapet dari ortu ??
emang sampe kapan ortu punya duit ??
-kan dapet warisan banyak..
kalo warisannya abis ?? kalo tiba tiba ortu lo bangkrut ??



gini guys, hidup ga selamanya kayak gini terus..
kita ga selamanya bakal bisa minta-minta terus..
ada kalanya kita ga punya duit, pasti ada waktunya..


kalo lo ngaku kaya, punya mobil bagus, handphone bagus, tapi lo masi pelajar.
dapet darimana tu duit kalo bukan dari ortu lo ??
trus lo ngaku kalo lo kaya ??
lo ga punya apa-apa kalo bukan dari ortu lo..
jadi yang kaya ortu lo bukan lo..
jangan pernah lo banggain apa yang lo dapet dari seseorang..
tapi lo bisa banggain kalo itu hasil kerja keras lo sendiri.....






belakangan hari ini gw nyoba buat nyari duit, as PIC nya XL, disuru njual perdana gitu.. [gw gtw PIC stands for what. pokoknya kayak sales gt lah]
sumpah susah banget nyari cuma 3000 rupiah buat satu perdana doang kalo lo bener-bener ga punya kenalan yang banyak..
dari pngalaman ini, gw nyadar kalo nyari duit itu susah banget..
dan gw bakal usaha buat nggak buang-buang duit dari ortu, karena ortu juga usaha dapetin duit yang dikasi ke lo smua itu..

masih banyak orang yang butuh duit, bahkan lebih butuh 100 kali lipat dari pada kita..



jadi please guys, bagi yang udah baca ini..
nyadar...

masih banyak orang yang lebih butuh dari pada kita, knapa nggak kita sisihkan aja buat mereka daripada buat hura-hura ga jelas gini ??









get what you need, not what you want.

back to this night, [song at the moment: we better off this way]
a night like usual, where i still awake at the time..
and want to share some-part of my life..
even i know that, not everypart of my life are wonderful [is there anybody have it ?]..




hmm, i always confused how to start with an exact sentences..
let's just make it easier..
i wanna share this night with a topic, "not forgotten, just hidden somewhere"..



everyone must be have some stories in the past right ?
but, can you forget it easily ??
or just fade away..?
there's somepart of our life that can be forgotten easily..
but not all of them right ?
maybe just forgotten for a while, and then we remind about it..
not only the sad stories, the wonderful experiences, the exciting trip, the memories with our beloved friends, families, or maybe someone that ever became so special in our life..
but also everything..
that we can reminds by hear the song that we ever like each other, watching our favorite movies, go to our special places, eat something that we both like, and the other many activities..
we can reminds almost everythings that we've been thru' together..





every tears, and every laughs..

every smiles, and every angers..

every loves, and every hates..

every seconds, and every minutes..

every days, and every week goes by..

and every memories with you..

will never be forgotten..






it just hidden somewhere, and i will reminds it sometimes..
at last i will share my stories, my experiences, everypart of my live, with my partner who wants to share her live with me..
humph, maybe for this "partner" thing, i'll think about it later..
at this time, i wanna tell you..
if love wasn't always given so her or him that you called "girlfriend or boyfriends"..
but love, is always we give to our besfriends, our parents, and everybody that we respect for them..
how could it be ??
even we not often say it to them, but i was expressed from our behaviour to them..




the way we talk each other..

the way we connected each other..

the way we respect each other..

the way we need each other...

the way we care each other..

that is love..



people that even filled our life stories with their love..
we'll never forget them..
cause memories that have love, will never be forgotten..
until the last breath..