a guiltless twisted lie

underneath the moon, underneath the stars
heres a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
heres a hand to hold on to

but if i should break, if i should fall away
what am i to do?
i need someone to take, a little of the weight
or ill fall through

you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but don't let me fall

take a little time, walk a little line
got the balance right
give a little love, gimme just enough
so that i can hang on tight

we will be alright, ill be by your side
i wont let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around

hey guys..
saya mau sedikit bercerita..
kalo cari duit itu susah banget.. [ga percaya ??]
emang ada beberapa dari anda smua ngerasa kalo dapet duit itu gampang..




-kan bisa dapet dari ortu ??
emang sampe kapan ortu punya duit ??
-kan dapet warisan banyak..
kalo warisannya abis ?? kalo tiba tiba ortu lo bangkrut ??



gini guys, hidup ga selamanya kayak gini terus..
kita ga selamanya bakal bisa minta-minta terus..
ada kalanya kita ga punya duit, pasti ada waktunya..


kalo lo ngaku kaya, punya mobil bagus, handphone bagus, tapi lo masi pelajar.
dapet darimana tu duit kalo bukan dari ortu lo ??
trus lo ngaku kalo lo kaya ??
lo ga punya apa-apa kalo bukan dari ortu lo..
jadi yang kaya ortu lo bukan lo..
jangan pernah lo banggain apa yang lo dapet dari seseorang..
tapi lo bisa banggain kalo itu hasil kerja keras lo sendiri.....






belakangan hari ini gw nyoba buat nyari duit, as PIC nya XL, disuru njual perdana gitu.. [gw gtw PIC stands for what. pokoknya kayak sales gt lah]
sumpah susah banget nyari cuma 3000 rupiah buat satu perdana doang kalo lo bener-bener ga punya kenalan yang banyak..
dari pngalaman ini, gw nyadar kalo nyari duit itu susah banget..
dan gw bakal usaha buat nggak buang-buang duit dari ortu, karena ortu juga usaha dapetin duit yang dikasi ke lo smua itu..

masih banyak orang yang butuh duit, bahkan lebih butuh 100 kali lipat dari pada kita..



jadi please guys, bagi yang udah baca ini..
nyadar...

masih banyak orang yang lebih butuh dari pada kita, knapa nggak kita sisihkan aja buat mereka daripada buat hura-hura ga jelas gini ??









get what you need, not what you want.

back to this night, [song at the moment: we better off this way]
a night like usual, where i still awake at the time..
and want to share some-part of my life..
even i know that, not everypart of my life are wonderful [is there anybody have it ?]..




hmm, i always confused how to start with an exact sentences..
let's just make it easier..
i wanna share this night with a topic, "not forgotten, just hidden somewhere"..



everyone must be have some stories in the past right ?
but, can you forget it easily ??
or just fade away..?
there's somepart of our life that can be forgotten easily..
but not all of them right ?
maybe just forgotten for a while, and then we remind about it..
not only the sad stories, the wonderful experiences, the exciting trip, the memories with our beloved friends, families, or maybe someone that ever became so special in our life..
but also everything..
that we can reminds by hear the song that we ever like each other, watching our favorite movies, go to our special places, eat something that we both like, and the other many activities..
we can reminds almost everythings that we've been thru' together..





every tears, and every laughs..

every smiles, and every angers..

every loves, and every hates..

every seconds, and every minutes..

every days, and every week goes by..

and every memories with you..

will never be forgotten..






it just hidden somewhere, and i will reminds it sometimes..
at last i will share my stories, my experiences, everypart of my live, with my partner who wants to share her live with me..
humph, maybe for this "partner" thing, i'll think about it later..
at this time, i wanna tell you..
if love wasn't always given so her or him that you called "girlfriend or boyfriends"..
but love, is always we give to our besfriends, our parents, and everybody that we respect for them..
how could it be ??
even we not often say it to them, but i was expressed from our behaviour to them..




the way we talk each other..

the way we connected each other..

the way we respect each other..

the way we need each other...

the way we care each other..

that is love..



people that even filled our life stories with their love..
we'll never forget them..
cause memories that have love, will never be forgotten..
until the last breath..