copy paste dari blog. read all partydorks ! eh smuanya juga bole..
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
Jumat malam (11/12) lalu Pee Wee Gaskins sudah menunjukan kelas sebagai band punk tanah air yang cukup disegani di negeri seberang. Bertempat di Number One Cafe, Jl Tuanku Abdul Rachman, Kuala Lumpur, band punk asal Jakarta ini bersepanggung dengan MXPX All Stars. Bahkan PWG didaulat sebagai penutup. Walau tampil setelah band legend, PWG boleh berbangga karena penonton Kuala Lumpur tetap bertahan menonton penampilan Pee Wee Gaskins hingga usai.
Sebelum MXPX, acara yang dimulai jam 6 pm waktu setempat terlebih dahulu menjadi ajang parade band punk lokal seperti One Buck Short, Hello, Is This The Band?, Skunkfix, dan Dichi Michi. Band-band ini cukup punya nama di indie-scene KL
MXPX All Stars sendiri tampil dengan format istimewa. Embel-embel All-Stars dibelakang nama band ini menunjukkan penampilnya adalah para superstar. Karena dalam konser ini dedengkot MXPX Mike Herrera (vokalis dan basis), mengajak Kris Roe (gitar dan vokal The Ataris), serta Chris Wilson (drumer The Summer Obssesion). Format all-stars ini menimbulkan keunikan sendiri ketika penonton di Number One Cafe justru ber-sing-along saat MXPX membawakan beberapa nomor populer milik The Ataris.
Kelar MXPX, penonton berbondong keluar ruangan cafe yang berubah menjadi bilik sauna dengan berjejalnya penonton. Kondisi yang sempat menghawatirkan karena takut penonton tidak ingin menonton penampil terakhir. Sementara crew PWG bersiap di panggung, Dochi dkk justru terlihat rileks di resto sebelah cafe. Mereka dengan senang hati melayani anak-anak punk Malaysia berfoto. Tampil setelah MXPX sempat menjadi pertanyaan besar. “Wah asik nih, MXPX jadi opening Pee Wee,” canda Sansan. Rupanya rundown mendadak berubah karena MXPX harus berangkat ke Jakarta dengan penerbangan paling pagi dan langsung menuju Bandung. Dan Kris Roe yang sudah pernah ke Indonesia bersama The Ataris merekomendasikan Pee Wee Gaskin sebagai penutup konser mereka. “They are big in Indonesia,” kata Kris.
Kekuatiran ternyata tak berkepanjangan. ketika Pee Wee Gaskins siap beraksi, penonton yang semula berada diluar kembali masuk ruangan cafe yang dekorasinya sangat underground. Dochi (vokal, gitar), Sansan (vocal, gitar), Eye (bass), Omo (synth), Aldy (drums) langsung menggebrak. Intro disambung You Throw the Party We get the Girls. Sambutan hangat penonton KL menambah adrenalin Dochi dkk. Enerjik!!. Berturut kemudian meluncur Here up on the Attic dan Tatiana. Sing along pun berkumandang ketika Dibalik Hari Esok dilantunkan dengan semangat. Masih ada Everyday and Everynight dan Be Seen and Be Screen.
Rencana semula yang cuma ingin menyanyikan 6 lagu berubah total. Crowd yang sempurna memaksa PWG total membawakan 10 lagu. Namun ada yang kurang dari penonton KL. Sedari awal tak ada acungan jari tengah. Apa karena anak punk KL terlalu sopan atau mereka tak mengerti 'middle finger rules' milik PWG. Padahal itulah ritual utama. Maka ketika membawakan Berdiri Terinjak, Dochi mengajak penonton semua mengacungkan jari tengah. Dan bayangkan seperti apa sempurnanya konser Pee Wee Gaskin. Lagu Berdiri Terinjak merupakan pameran emosi dan skill anak-anak PWG. Bertukar formasipun jadi tontonan menarik ketika Dochi berganti jadi bassist dan Eye memetik gitar. Dan bagian menarik ketika Omo mengambil gitar Sansan dan mulai bersolo. Ini adalah ritual mencapai puncak orgasme berganda setelah sebuah masturbasi yang panjang. Klimaks. Semua puas , semua senang.
Sebelum MXPX, acara yang dimulai jam 6 pm waktu setempat terlebih dahulu menjadi ajang parade band punk lokal seperti One Buck Short, Hello, Is This The Band?, Skunkfix, dan Dichi Michi. Band-band ini cukup punya nama di indie-scene KL
MXPX All Stars sendiri tampil dengan format istimewa. Embel-embel All-Stars dibelakang nama band ini menunjukkan penampilnya adalah para superstar. Karena dalam konser ini dedengkot MXPX Mike Herrera (vokalis dan basis), mengajak Kris Roe (gitar dan vokal The Ataris), serta Chris Wilson (drumer The Summer Obssesion). Format all-stars ini menimbulkan keunikan sendiri ketika penonton di Number One Cafe justru ber-sing-along saat MXPX membawakan beberapa nomor populer milik The Ataris.
Kelar MXPX, penonton berbondong keluar ruangan cafe yang berubah menjadi bilik sauna dengan berjejalnya penonton. Kondisi yang sempat menghawatirkan karena takut penonton tidak ingin menonton penampil terakhir. Sementara crew PWG bersiap di panggung, Dochi dkk justru terlihat rileks di resto sebelah cafe. Mereka dengan senang hati melayani anak-anak punk Malaysia berfoto. Tampil setelah MXPX sempat menjadi pertanyaan besar. “Wah asik nih, MXPX jadi opening Pee Wee,” canda Sansan. Rupanya rundown mendadak berubah karena MXPX harus berangkat ke Jakarta dengan penerbangan paling pagi dan langsung menuju Bandung. Dan Kris Roe yang sudah pernah ke Indonesia bersama The Ataris merekomendasikan Pee Wee Gaskin sebagai penutup konser mereka. “They are big in Indonesia,” kata Kris.
Kekuatiran ternyata tak berkepanjangan. ketika Pee Wee Gaskins siap beraksi, penonton yang semula berada diluar kembali masuk ruangan cafe yang dekorasinya sangat underground. Dochi (vokal, gitar), Sansan (vocal, gitar), Eye (bass), Omo (synth), Aldy (drums) langsung menggebrak. Intro disambung You Throw the Party We get the Girls. Sambutan hangat penonton KL menambah adrenalin Dochi dkk. Enerjik!!. Berturut kemudian meluncur Here up on the Attic dan Tatiana. Sing along pun berkumandang ketika Dibalik Hari Esok dilantunkan dengan semangat. Masih ada Everyday and Everynight dan Be Seen and Be Screen.
Rencana semula yang cuma ingin menyanyikan 6 lagu berubah total. Crowd yang sempurna memaksa PWG total membawakan 10 lagu. Namun ada yang kurang dari penonton KL. Sedari awal tak ada acungan jari tengah. Apa karena anak punk KL terlalu sopan atau mereka tak mengerti 'middle finger rules' milik PWG. Padahal itulah ritual utama. Maka ketika membawakan Berdiri Terinjak, Dochi mengajak penonton semua mengacungkan jari tengah. Dan bayangkan seperti apa sempurnanya konser Pee Wee Gaskin. Lagu Berdiri Terinjak merupakan pameran emosi dan skill anak-anak PWG. Bertukar formasipun jadi tontonan menarik ketika Dochi berganti jadi bassist dan Eye memetik gitar. Dan bagian menarik ketika Omo mengambil gitar Sansan dan mulai bersolo. Ini adalah ritual mencapai puncak orgasme berganda setelah sebuah masturbasi yang panjang. Klimaks. Semua puas , semua senang.
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by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under mind refreshment ..
and i need a reason just to figured out. .
remembering all the night alone and this song
look around. .
and you will see
who's better at all. .
it's so sentimentically
and not enough to broke this day..
imagine your face and all that i feel in that day. .
would you repeat it again for me?
how nice
i ever be the one. .
the water run down from the sky..
touches the world and make flowers smile..
this just like give and take. .
listened to the song that i ever gave to you,
and the striketrough words that i never forget..
we can't get back, we can't rewind the time.
just continue our life and breath with the memory. .
fill the blank side and leave the scars behind. .
and i will love you with all the pain that i have.
remembering all the night alone and this song
look around. .
and you will see
who's better at all. .
it's so sentimentically
and not enough to broke this day..
imagine your face and all that i feel in that day. .
would you repeat it again for me?
how nice
i ever be the one. .
the water run down from the sky..
touches the world and make flowers smile..
this just like give and take. .
listened to the song that i ever gave to you,
and the striketrough words that i never forget..
we can't get back, we can't rewind the time.
just continue our life and breath with the memory. .
fill the blank side and leave the scars behind. .
and i will love you with all the pain that i have.
BUAT PARTYDORK, APWG, DAN SEMUANYA. !
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
jawaban gw buat www.facebook.com/topic.php?uid=109112601482&topic=11195#topic_top
haah, gini ini nih, . .
gw stuju ama sarannya patile. .
tapi gini sob smua, partydork dan apwg tu ada dua macem. .
yang pertama :
ada partydork kyk yg lu smua bahas drtd dan mreka jg sempet join dgn mara" . .
nah partydork tipe ini termasuk dalan partydork yg banyak duit alay dan katrok sok"an . .
bukannya gw mw ngejelek"in partydork, tp justru anak yg kyk gni ini yg bikin partydork jelek. .
kedua :
anak partydork yg cuma tau buat nikmatin lagunya pwg d0ang, no matter what mreka plagiat ato yg laen, .
pokoknya yg mreka tau, mreka cuma nikmatin lagunya pwg doang. .
ktiga :
anak apwg yg dulu anak partydork, sampe gara" dia kena k jadian yg di sebutin di atas smua itu mreka jadi marah", anarki dll, terhadap smua anak partydork . .
masa bodo anak partydork itu yg pernah ngejek mreka ato engga, mreka tetep aja ngelakuin tindakan kyk gt ngga ada habisnya, dan kalo di perhatikan lagi orang kayak gini ga ada bedanya ama yg tipe pertama, .
keempat :
anak apwg yg sebenernya cuma mau ngasi tau ke kita smua kalo pwg itu plagiat, dgn bukti" yg mreka berikan.
iya gw tau mreka plagiat, gw stuju. .
tp gw tetep aja nikmatin musik mreka. .
so guys, buat apa coba kita saling mengejek, saling menyakiti kyk gni trus ?
ga ada benefitnya sama skali buat kita smua. .
ayo, STOP PERKELAHIAN ANTAR PD DAN APWG, BAHKAN SAMA SMUANYA. .
kita manusia bermoral smuanya, hargain dan hormatin hak orang laen buat dnger musik sesuka mreka. .
kita hidup di negara demokrasi kan ?
damai itu indah guys. .
so buat yg ngerasa mreka slama ini termasuk dlm tipe 1 dan 3, tobat guys, ga ada hasilnya kalo gini terus. .
STOP JUGA BIKIN GRUP ANTI TERHADAP BAND LAEN. .
coba kalo ada grup anti terhadap band lo ?
lo pasti smua ga suka kan ?
gw mohon, kita smua bebas berkarya, dan buat yg plagiat, STOP JUGA PLAGIAT KARYA ORANG, KALO LO EMANG BNER" PLAGIAT. .
capek gw dnger perselesihan antar mreka smua apalagi sampe anak yg gak ikut" kena getahnya juga, trus ada juga sampe pertumpahan darah juga. .
buat apa itu smua ?
gak penting guys. .
ga ada manfaatnya buat kita smua. .
jadi please, gw mohon, ayo kita smua damai. .
enak kan kalo smuanya ga ada konflik. .
enak kan kalo kita bisa dnger musik bareng" ?
jadi ayo, kita damai C;
haah, gini ini nih, . .
gw stuju ama sarannya patile. .
tapi gini sob smua, partydork dan apwg tu ada dua macem. .
yang pertama :
ada partydork kyk yg lu smua bahas drtd dan mreka jg sempet join dgn mara" . .
nah partydork tipe ini termasuk dalan partydork yg banyak duit alay dan katrok sok"an . .
bukannya gw mw ngejelek"in partydork, tp justru anak yg kyk gni ini yg bikin partydork jelek. .
kedua :
anak partydork yg cuma tau buat nikmatin lagunya pwg d0ang, no matter what mreka plagiat ato yg laen, .
pokoknya yg mreka tau, mreka cuma nikmatin lagunya pwg doang. .
ktiga :
anak apwg yg dulu anak partydork, sampe gara" dia kena k jadian yg di sebutin di atas smua itu mreka jadi marah", anarki dll, terhadap smua anak partydork . .
masa bodo anak partydork itu yg pernah ngejek mreka ato engga, mreka tetep aja ngelakuin tindakan kyk gt ngga ada habisnya, dan kalo di perhatikan lagi orang kayak gini ga ada bedanya ama yg tipe pertama, .
keempat :
anak apwg yg sebenernya cuma mau ngasi tau ke kita smua kalo pwg itu plagiat, dgn bukti" yg mreka berikan.
iya gw tau mreka plagiat, gw stuju. .
tp gw tetep aja nikmatin musik mreka. .
so guys, buat apa coba kita saling mengejek, saling menyakiti kyk gni trus ?
ga ada benefitnya sama skali buat kita smua. .
ayo, STOP PERKELAHIAN ANTAR PD DAN APWG, BAHKAN SAMA SMUANYA. .
kita manusia bermoral smuanya, hargain dan hormatin hak orang laen buat dnger musik sesuka mreka. .
kita hidup di negara demokrasi kan ?
damai itu indah guys. .
so buat yg ngerasa mreka slama ini termasuk dlm tipe 1 dan 3, tobat guys, ga ada hasilnya kalo gini terus. .
STOP JUGA BIKIN GRUP ANTI TERHADAP BAND LAEN. .
coba kalo ada grup anti terhadap band lo ?
lo pasti smua ga suka kan ?
gw mohon, kita smua bebas berkarya, dan buat yg plagiat, STOP JUGA PLAGIAT KARYA ORANG, KALO LO EMANG BNER" PLAGIAT. .
capek gw dnger perselesihan antar mreka smua apalagi sampe anak yg gak ikut" kena getahnya juga, trus ada juga sampe pertumpahan darah juga. .
buat apa itu smua ?
gak penting guys. .
ga ada manfaatnya buat kita smua. .
jadi please, gw mohon, ayo kita smua damai. .
enak kan kalo smuanya ga ada konflik. .
enak kan kalo kita bisa dnger musik bareng" ?
jadi ayo, kita damai C;
. . . .
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under mind refreshment ..
I walked and walked.
Time made no sense as I
pushed slowly through
the thick
undergrowth. It was
hours passing, but also
only seconds. Maybe it
felt like time had frozen
because the forest
looked the same no
matter how far I went. I
started to worry that I
was
traveling in a circle, a
very small circle at that,
but I kept going. I
stumbled often, and, as it
grew darker and darker,
I fell often, too.
Time made no sense as I
pushed slowly through
the thick
undergrowth. It was
hours passing, but also
only seconds. Maybe it
felt like time had frozen
because the forest
looked the same no
matter how far I went. I
started to worry that I
was
traveling in a circle, a
very small circle at that,
but I kept going. I
stumbled often, and, as it
grew darker and darker,
I fell often, too.
more than words . .
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under mind refreshment ..
ya., aku ingat lagu ini, dan semuanya. .
more than words. .
sebuah lagu yang cukup lama . .
tapi tetap ada di benakku. .
6 tahun yang lalu. .
anak 10 tahun yang tidak tau apa" tentang cinta, tetapi sudah merasakan cinta sejati. .
walaupun tidak secara langsung. .
terinspirasi oleh judul lagu itu, ku coba untuk mengungkapkan segalanya. .
mencoba untuk menorehkan segalanya pada hitam diatas putih untuk diberikan kepadanya. .
tapi, ya dia tak pernah mengerti . .
tapi memang benar jika cinta tak harus memiliki. . .
masih ku ingat kalimat terakhir surat itu. .
you are more than words inside my heart. . .
-naf-
more than words. .
sebuah lagu yang cukup lama . .
tapi tetap ada di benakku. .
6 tahun yang lalu. .
anak 10 tahun yang tidak tau apa" tentang cinta, tetapi sudah merasakan cinta sejati. .
walaupun tidak secara langsung. .
terinspirasi oleh judul lagu itu, ku coba untuk mengungkapkan segalanya. .
mencoba untuk menorehkan segalanya pada hitam diatas putih untuk diberikan kepadanya. .
tapi, ya dia tak pernah mengerti . .
tapi memang benar jika cinta tak harus memiliki. . .
masih ku ingat kalimat terakhir surat itu. .
you are more than words inside my heart. . .
-naf-
the one who's winning. .
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under mind refreshment ..
well, its take long time for me to choose the best tittle for this one. .
but, i'll find it later. .
here's the story begins. .
tonight, i'm thinking about something that never gonna have an ending if we talk about it over and over. .
it always here, in our mind, or even in our soul. .
the thing that sometimes make us happy, but sometimes make us sad. .
sometimes make us cry, but sometimes make us laugh. .
everybody have it, or ever felt this feeling. .
its called love. .
when i opened the dictionary and looking for the mean of love, it said that love is a deep affection or fondness. .
and also like this :
1. A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child or friends.
but, i have different reality for my life. .
it just like the opposite of everything that have been written before. .
i never feel love. .
cause nobody here to share love with me. .
yeah, there's nobody. .
im just the ugly dummy freaky person. .
that have nobody here. .
my bestfriend is the loneliness. .
my place is the darkness. .
and my destiny is loveless. .
its a worst faith, isn't it ?
fortunately, im the one and the only who felt this one. .
who has to face my world, face my faith with nothing. .
maybe its the story of surrender-ness . .
or someone who give up for everything. .
but actually no it isn't . .
i wrote this story to tell you, all of you. .
that you are have some purpose to live. .
you have a goal that you must achieved. .
you have something to do. .
and you've got to struggle. !
you must reach out your dreams. !
go get what have you dreaming for, what you have waiting for. .
you are more lucky than me. .
cause im useless. .
i mean nothing in this world. .
and only me who have to feel this one. .
so raise your dreams. .
spread your love to everyone. .
believe that you can get what you want. .
and you'll be the one who's winning. .
be the best !
but, i'll find it later. .
here's the story begins. .
tonight, i'm thinking about something that never gonna have an ending if we talk about it over and over. .
it always here, in our mind, or even in our soul. .
the thing that sometimes make us happy, but sometimes make us sad. .
sometimes make us cry, but sometimes make us laugh. .
everybody have it, or ever felt this feeling. .
its called love. .
when i opened the dictionary and looking for the mean of love, it said that love is a deep affection or fondness. .
and also like this :
1. A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child or friends.
but, i have different reality for my life. .
it just like the opposite of everything that have been written before. .
i never feel love. .
cause nobody here to share love with me. .
yeah, there's nobody. .
im just the ugly dummy freaky person. .
that have nobody here. .
my bestfriend is the loneliness. .
my place is the darkness. .
and my destiny is loveless. .
its a worst faith, isn't it ?
fortunately, im the one and the only who felt this one. .
who has to face my world, face my faith with nothing. .
maybe its the story of surrender-ness . .
or someone who give up for everything. .
but actually no it isn't . .
i wrote this story to tell you, all of you. .
that you are have some purpose to live. .
you have a goal that you must achieved. .
you have something to do. .
and you've got to struggle. !
you must reach out your dreams. !
go get what have you dreaming for, what you have waiting for. .
you are more lucky than me. .
cause im useless. .
i mean nothing in this world. .
and only me who have to feel this one. .
so raise your dreams. .
spread your love to everyone. .
believe that you can get what you want. .
and you'll be the one who's winning. .
be the best !
but don't let me fall...
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
underneath the moon, underneath the stars
heres a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
heres a hand to hold on to
but if i should break, if i should fall away
what am i to do?
i need someone to take, a little of the weight
or ill fall through
you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but don't let me fall
take a little time, walk a little line
got the balance right
give a little love, gimme just enough
so that i can hang on tight
we will be alright, ill be by your side
i wont let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around
heres a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
heres a hand to hold on to
but if i should break, if i should fall away
what am i to do?
i need someone to take, a little of the weight
or ill fall through
you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but don't let me fall
take a little time, walk a little line
got the balance right
give a little love, gimme just enough
so that i can hang on tight
we will be alright, ill be by your side
i wont let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around
cari duit itu susahh ... !
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
hey guys..
saya mau sedikit bercerita..
kalo cari duit itu susah banget.. [ga percaya ??]
emang ada beberapa dari anda smua ngerasa kalo dapet duit itu gampang..
-kan bisa dapet dari ortu ??
emang sampe kapan ortu punya duit ??
-kan dapet warisan banyak..
kalo warisannya abis ?? kalo tiba tiba ortu lo bangkrut ??
gini guys, hidup ga selamanya kayak gini terus..
kita ga selamanya bakal bisa minta-minta terus..
ada kalanya kita ga punya duit, pasti ada waktunya..
kalo lo ngaku kaya, punya mobil bagus, handphone bagus, tapi lo masi pelajar.
dapet darimana tu duit kalo bukan dari ortu lo ??
trus lo ngaku kalo lo kaya ??
lo ga punya apa-apa kalo bukan dari ortu lo..
jadi yang kaya ortu lo bukan lo..
jangan pernah lo banggain apa yang lo dapet dari seseorang..
tapi lo bisa banggain kalo itu hasil kerja keras lo sendiri.....
belakangan hari ini gw nyoba buat nyari duit, as PIC nya XL, disuru njual perdana gitu.. [gw gtw PIC stands for what. pokoknya kayak sales gt lah]
sumpah susah banget nyari cuma 3000 rupiah buat satu perdana doang kalo lo bener-bener ga punya kenalan yang banyak..
dari pngalaman ini, gw nyadar kalo nyari duit itu susah banget..
dan gw bakal usaha buat nggak buang-buang duit dari ortu, karena ortu juga usaha dapetin duit yang dikasi ke lo smua itu..
masih banyak orang yang butuh duit, bahkan lebih butuh 100 kali lipat dari pada kita..
jadi please guys, bagi yang udah baca ini..
nyadar...
masih banyak orang yang lebih butuh dari pada kita, knapa nggak kita sisihkan aja buat mereka daripada buat hura-hura ga jelas gini ??
get what you need, not what you want.
saya mau sedikit bercerita..
kalo cari duit itu susah banget.. [ga percaya ??]
emang ada beberapa dari anda smua ngerasa kalo dapet duit itu gampang..
-kan bisa dapet dari ortu ??
emang sampe kapan ortu punya duit ??
-kan dapet warisan banyak..
kalo warisannya abis ?? kalo tiba tiba ortu lo bangkrut ??
gini guys, hidup ga selamanya kayak gini terus..
kita ga selamanya bakal bisa minta-minta terus..
ada kalanya kita ga punya duit, pasti ada waktunya..
kalo lo ngaku kaya, punya mobil bagus, handphone bagus, tapi lo masi pelajar.
dapet darimana tu duit kalo bukan dari ortu lo ??
trus lo ngaku kalo lo kaya ??
lo ga punya apa-apa kalo bukan dari ortu lo..
jadi yang kaya ortu lo bukan lo..
jangan pernah lo banggain apa yang lo dapet dari seseorang..
tapi lo bisa banggain kalo itu hasil kerja keras lo sendiri.....
belakangan hari ini gw nyoba buat nyari duit, as PIC nya XL, disuru njual perdana gitu.. [gw gtw PIC stands for what. pokoknya kayak sales gt lah]
sumpah susah banget nyari cuma 3000 rupiah buat satu perdana doang kalo lo bener-bener ga punya kenalan yang banyak..
dari pngalaman ini, gw nyadar kalo nyari duit itu susah banget..
dan gw bakal usaha buat nggak buang-buang duit dari ortu, karena ortu juga usaha dapetin duit yang dikasi ke lo smua itu..
masih banyak orang yang butuh duit, bahkan lebih butuh 100 kali lipat dari pada kita..
jadi please guys, bagi yang udah baca ini..
nyadar...
masih banyak orang yang lebih butuh dari pada kita, knapa nggak kita sisihkan aja buat mereka daripada buat hura-hura ga jelas gini ??
get what you need, not what you want.
memories ??
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
back to this night, [song at the moment: we better off this way]
a night like usual, where i still awake at the time..
and want to share some-part of my life..
even i know that, not everypart of my life are wonderful [is there anybody have it ?]..
hmm, i always confused how to start with an exact sentences..
let's just make it easier..
i wanna share this night with a topic, "not forgotten, just hidden somewhere"..
everyone must be have some stories in the past right ?
but, can you forget it easily ??
or just fade away..?
there's somepart of our life that can be forgotten easily..
but not all of them right ?
maybe just forgotten for a while, and then we remind about it..
not only the sad stories, the wonderful experiences, the exciting trip, the memories with our beloved friends, families, or maybe someone that ever became so special in our life..
but also everything..
that we can reminds by hear the song that we ever like each other, watching our favorite movies, go to our special places, eat something that we both like, and the other many activities..
we can reminds almost everythings that we've been thru' together..
every tears, and every laughs..
every smiles, and every angers..
every loves, and every hates..
every seconds, and every minutes..
every days, and every week goes by..
and every memories with you..
will never be forgotten..
it just hidden somewhere, and i will reminds it sometimes..
at last i will share my stories, my experiences, everypart of my live, with my partner who wants to share her live with me..
humph, maybe for this "partner" thing, i'll think about it later..
at this time, i wanna tell you..
if love wasn't always given so her or him that you called "girlfriend or boyfriends"..
but love, is always we give to our besfriends, our parents, and everybody that we respect for them..
how could it be ??
even we not often say it to them, but i was expressed from our behaviour to them..
the way we talk each other..
the way we connected each other..
the way we respect each other..
the way we need each other...
the way we care each other..
that is love..
people that even filled our life stories with their love..
we'll never forget them..
cause memories that have love, will never be forgotten..
until the last breath..
a night like usual, where i still awake at the time..
and want to share some-part of my life..
even i know that, not everypart of my life are wonderful [is there anybody have it ?]..
hmm, i always confused how to start with an exact sentences..
let's just make it easier..
i wanna share this night with a topic, "not forgotten, just hidden somewhere"..
everyone must be have some stories in the past right ?
but, can you forget it easily ??
or just fade away..?
there's somepart of our life that can be forgotten easily..
but not all of them right ?
maybe just forgotten for a while, and then we remind about it..
not only the sad stories, the wonderful experiences, the exciting trip, the memories with our beloved friends, families, or maybe someone that ever became so special in our life..
but also everything..
that we can reminds by hear the song that we ever like each other, watching our favorite movies, go to our special places, eat something that we both like, and the other many activities..
we can reminds almost everythings that we've been thru' together..
every tears, and every laughs..
every smiles, and every angers..
every loves, and every hates..
every seconds, and every minutes..
every days, and every week goes by..
and every memories with you..
will never be forgotten..
it just hidden somewhere, and i will reminds it sometimes..
at last i will share my stories, my experiences, everypart of my live, with my partner who wants to share her live with me..
humph, maybe for this "partner" thing, i'll think about it later..
at this time, i wanna tell you..
if love wasn't always given so her or him that you called "girlfriend or boyfriends"..
but love, is always we give to our besfriends, our parents, and everybody that we respect for them..
how could it be ??
even we not often say it to them, but i was expressed from our behaviour to them..
the way we talk each other..
the way we connected each other..
the way we respect each other..
the way we need each other...
the way we care each other..
that is love..
people that even filled our life stories with their love..
we'll never forget them..
cause memories that have love, will never be forgotten..
until the last breath..
feelin' sore ?
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
whew. .
do you ever feelin' sore?
sore is painful. .
n0t a pain that we've felt in physic. .
but it's a mind sore. .
it looks like a mind pressure. .
very annoying me. .
alt0ugh, i d0nt kn0w what i've think bout, .
it just like. .
there's s0mething, but i d0nt know, .
haah, it's better if i feel the pain in s0mepart of my body. .
cause this sore. .
can't be healed . . .
do you ever feelin' sore?
sore is painful. .
n0t a pain that we've felt in physic. .
but it's a mind sore. .
it looks like a mind pressure. .
very annoying me. .
alt0ugh, i d0nt kn0w what i've think bout, .
it just like. .
there's s0mething, but i d0nt know, .
haah, it's better if i feel the pain in s0mepart of my body. .
cause this sore. .
can't be healed . . .
its new perspective !
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
(Can we fast-forward to go down on me?)
Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
(Can we fast-forward to you go down on me?)
More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'Cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
(Can we fast-forward to go down on me?)
Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
(Can we fast-forward to you go down on me?)
More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'Cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here
just s0mething in the past :|
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
aw, speechless by looking the changes of everything in everypart in the world. .
n0t only the teenagers, the adult, the children, the climate, the tempreature, all of the living things. . getting suck everyday . .
life has it own way people !
my own philosophy : EVERYTHING WHAT YOU'VE GOT IS THE RESULT OF EVERYTHING THAT YOU'VE DONE IN THE PAST. .
read this one, and understand the meaning. .
it's n0t only for me, but for everyone.[i ever wrote this one to s0meone, hopefully she isn't ign0re that one, cause i think what have you done today and the following days before have a wr0ng tittle, i'll choose 0ne the best : REGRET. i think that's the right tittle]
lets continues. .
i'll ask you some questions . .
do you think our earth in the past have the same situation like n0w ?
do you think your life today is better than yesterday ?[well maybe only s0me people d0n't feel the same]
do you think that life's getting w0rse ?
but, do you ever think how can it be happen ?
well, its just s0mething in the past. .
this earth, have a beautifull past i think. .
but n0t my life. .
everything's getting worse day by day. .
i d0nt kn0w what will happen in my future. .
i just walk
away from this mess cause i feel loathe of misery. .
have n0 one beside of : thats my regret cause i've choose wr0ng way before. .
i'm so sorry that i've wasting you on that time. .
im so sorry till n0w. .
i admit that i've choose wr0ng answers on that time. .
im just afraid that cant make you happy with me. .
again, regret for s0mething in the past.
no i w0nt regret. !!
cause regret is for s0meone that have n0 responsible for everything what have they d0ne . .
again: well, thats just s0mething in the past. .
n0t only the teenagers, the adult, the children, the climate, the tempreature, all of the living things. . getting suck everyday . .
life has it own way people !
my own philosophy : EVERYTHING WHAT YOU'VE GOT IS THE RESULT OF EVERYTHING THAT YOU'VE DONE IN THE PAST. .
read this one, and understand the meaning. .
it's n0t only for me, but for everyone.[i ever wrote this one to s0meone, hopefully she isn't ign0re that one, cause i think what have you done today and the following days before have a wr0ng tittle, i'll choose 0ne the best : REGRET. i think that's the right tittle]
lets continues. .
i'll ask you some questions . .
do you think our earth in the past have the same situation like n0w ?
do you think your life today is better than yesterday ?[well maybe only s0me people d0n't feel the same]
do you think that life's getting w0rse ?
but, do you ever think how can it be happen ?
well, its just s0mething in the past. .
this earth, have a beautifull past i think. .
but n0t my life. .
everything's getting worse day by day. .
i d0nt kn0w what will happen in my future. .
i just walk
away from this mess cause i feel loathe of misery. .
have n0 one beside of : thats my regret cause i've choose wr0ng way before. .
i'm so sorry that i've wasting you on that time. .
im so sorry till n0w. .
i admit that i've choose wr0ng answers on that time. .
im just afraid that cant make you happy with me. .
again, regret for s0mething in the past.
no i w0nt regret. !!
cause regret is for s0meone that have n0 responsible for everything what have they d0ne . .
again: well, thats just s0mething in the past. .
the secrets have been revealed
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
damn it !
lagi lagi gara-gara "back button"
fuck this cell phone !!
the important thing that i've kn0w if the secrets have been revealed. .
but actually its n0t a secret. .
just "something hidden"
i'll wait for your an0ther fucking sentences. .
refer to : something in the past . .
lagi lagi gara-gara "back button"
fuck this cell phone !!
the important thing that i've kn0w if the secrets have been revealed. .
but actually its n0t a secret. .
just "something hidden"
i'll wait for your an0ther fucking sentences. .
refer to : something in the past . .
again : one night with a cup of coffee . .
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
hari ini :
berharap akan menjadi hari yang indah seperti kmaren. .
tapi spertinya roda sudah mulai berputar kebawah. .
jadi hari ini ngga sebagus kmaren. .
berikut recab.nya. .
hal yg menurut anda bagus hari ini? [disebutkan lebih dulu karna lebih sdikit. .
mm, apa ya. .
first, oprasi emes bhasil. .
sec0nd, uda knalan nii ama sela, yeah !
third, apa yo? banyak bronis d ruma perlu d syukuri juga kali ye?
fourth, still breathin' till n0w ! alhamdulillah, .
wes, seingat saya cuma itu saja, mohon maap apabila ada yg terlewatkan . .
now, lets continues . .
buat hal yg kurang beruntung. .
first, had0h hermin makin menjadi-jadi saja ya. .
sec0nd, karetnya hetset ilang satu, haa!
third,plajaran akun jadi membuat saya ngantug . .
fourth, waa, mbak yg kmaren udah pulang ternyata ! ga bisa cuci mata wes. .
fifth, mau k terrace tp gada tmen.e, pas njemput iis malah gk iso utem, yowes ngbrol" d rumanya saja. .
sixth, waktu di rumanya iis ada anak geje yang sms geje ngajak knalan geje dan bicaranya menggeje, kesimpulan buat anda : anda geje skali ya? kalo mau knalan yg niat saja, pulsa saya limit oke?
seventh, wes nyampe ruma, uda siap dgn sgelas vanilla latte dan lks beserta peralatan lengkap akuntansi, mau ngerjain pe.er tapi ternyata tadi blm nyatet soalnya, dobol !!
eighth, he sel where'd you go? i missed u so, sms kok gk d bls, tlpn gk diangkat, please c0meback home. . [jahahaha, sakarepe dw]
nineth, vanilla latte udah jadi, bingung mau ngapain kalo uda ga ngantug gni, suddenly pengen buka fb, eh akhirnya tergoda juga, melihat status history mantan yg semakin hari semakin menyebalkan saja, sori, bukan saya benci anda, tapi anda tukang gosip yang sangat menyebalkan dan mengganggu, sumpah tingkah laku anda very bothering me, coba kalo anda diam saja, pasti everything's g0nna be okay, and maybe masi ada ksempatan buat kyk dulu lagi. . [maap saya ceplas ceplos, tapi kalo anda membaca ini dan sadar, saya harap anda introspeksi dan berubah, dan juga jangan sok asik ! you d0n't know me anymore, i'm n0t the same kid fr0m your memory. .]
ahh, membahas mantan yg satu ini bikin emosi saja. .
enough lah. .
dan untuk penutupan hari ini ditutup oleh tegukan terakhir vanilla latte. .
makasi buat kehangatan yg anda berikan, hahaha. .
okay, thats all bout today, c u next time. .
take good care of yourself. .
berharap akan menjadi hari yang indah seperti kmaren. .
tapi spertinya roda sudah mulai berputar kebawah. .
jadi hari ini ngga sebagus kmaren. .
berikut recab.nya. .
hal yg menurut anda bagus hari ini? [disebutkan lebih dulu karna lebih sdikit. .
mm, apa ya. .
first, oprasi emes bhasil. .
sec0nd, uda knalan nii ama sela, yeah !
third, apa yo? banyak bronis d ruma perlu d syukuri juga kali ye?
fourth, still breathin' till n0w ! alhamdulillah, .
wes, seingat saya cuma itu saja, mohon maap apabila ada yg terlewatkan . .
now, lets continues . .
buat hal yg kurang beruntung. .
first, had0h hermin makin menjadi-jadi saja ya. .
sec0nd, karetnya hetset ilang satu, haa!
third,plajaran akun jadi membuat saya ngantug . .
fourth, waa, mbak yg kmaren udah pulang ternyata ! ga bisa cuci mata wes. .
fifth, mau k terrace tp gada tmen.e, pas njemput iis malah gk iso utem, yowes ngbrol" d rumanya saja. .
sixth, waktu di rumanya iis ada anak geje yang sms geje ngajak knalan geje dan bicaranya menggeje, kesimpulan buat anda : anda geje skali ya? kalo mau knalan yg niat saja, pulsa saya limit oke?
seventh, wes nyampe ruma, uda siap dgn sgelas vanilla latte dan lks beserta peralatan lengkap akuntansi, mau ngerjain pe.er tapi ternyata tadi blm nyatet soalnya, dobol !!
eighth, he sel where'd you go? i missed u so, sms kok gk d bls, tlpn gk diangkat, please c0meback home. . [jahahaha, sakarepe dw]
nineth, vanilla latte udah jadi, bingung mau ngapain kalo uda ga ngantug gni, suddenly pengen buka fb, eh akhirnya tergoda juga, melihat status history mantan yg semakin hari semakin menyebalkan saja, sori, bukan saya benci anda, tapi anda tukang gosip yang sangat menyebalkan dan mengganggu, sumpah tingkah laku anda very bothering me, coba kalo anda diam saja, pasti everything's g0nna be okay, and maybe masi ada ksempatan buat kyk dulu lagi. . [maap saya ceplas ceplos, tapi kalo anda membaca ini dan sadar, saya harap anda introspeksi dan berubah, dan juga jangan sok asik ! you d0n't know me anymore, i'm n0t the same kid fr0m your memory. .]
ahh, membahas mantan yg satu ini bikin emosi saja. .
enough lah. .
dan untuk penutupan hari ini ditutup oleh tegukan terakhir vanilla latte. .
makasi buat kehangatan yg anda berikan, hahaha. .
okay, thats all bout today, c u next time. .
take good care of yourself. .
last night ??
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
I'm still frustrated from last night
Things happened at half-time, I'm sick of the bends
My panic research was no help
I sink into myself
Afraid of the fall that never ends
I wait, but I'm too tired to play pretend
I suffocate until the end
No time for halfhearted goodbyes,
I turn on the spotlight and flee from the scene
Cheap flights from Paris to Bangkok, I thought it was nonstop
Can't sleep on the KLM again
I haunt the halls of medicine at night
Choking back the urge to fight
Her cat was clawing the floorboards just outside of our door,
The panic begins
I searched the whole damn apartment from ceiling to carpet
No sign of the things she used to own
As autumn turns its back on me again
I climb the walls for oxygen
My body aches, it heaves, it shakes
All summer sounds so caught up
And I still don't know exactly who I am
I never will, amen.
She whispers something in my ear, the message is unclear
She motions outside.
I trail her closely from behind
She tries hard not to cry
She shakes underneath the pouring rain
I can't compete with all your damn ideas
This isn't working out for you and me
The truth is I'm too tired to play pretend
This is goodbye, this is the end.
Things happened at half-time, I'm sick of the bends
My panic research was no help
I sink into myself
Afraid of the fall that never ends
I wait, but I'm too tired to play pretend
I suffocate until the end
No time for halfhearted goodbyes,
I turn on the spotlight and flee from the scene
Cheap flights from Paris to Bangkok, I thought it was nonstop
Can't sleep on the KLM again
I haunt the halls of medicine at night
Choking back the urge to fight
Her cat was clawing the floorboards just outside of our door,
The panic begins
I searched the whole damn apartment from ceiling to carpet
No sign of the things she used to own
As autumn turns its back on me again
I climb the walls for oxygen
My body aches, it heaves, it shakes
All summer sounds so caught up
And I still don't know exactly who I am
I never will, amen.
She whispers something in my ear, the message is unclear
She motions outside.
I trail her closely from behind
She tries hard not to cry
She shakes underneath the pouring rain
I can't compete with all your damn ideas
This isn't working out for you and me
The truth is I'm too tired to play pretend
This is goodbye, this is the end.
stab me inside
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
you. .
you don't know how does it feels . .
and you'll never know. .
you just successfully make me abhorencce . .
make me feel despise . .
it's all enough. .
it's enough you hurt me like this. .
even you do this indirectly. .
but it successfully killing me inside. .
its like, someone stab you, hit directly into your heart. .
you don't know how does it feels . .
and you'll never know. .
you just successfully make me abhorencce . .
make me feel despise . .
it's all enough. .
it's enough you hurt me like this. .
even you do this indirectly. .
but it successfully killing me inside. .
its like, someone stab you, hit directly into your heart. .
just come to my inbox
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
love is like a quicksilver in the hand..
leave your fingers open and it stays..
clutch and it darts away..
leave your fingers open and it stays..
clutch and it darts away..
tentang amarah, emosi, dan rasa benci . . [about anger, emotion, and hate]
by acrimonious virulent on Nov.22, 2009, under
ah, i just want blame everything that i felt, for once again. .
amarah, . .
sesuatu yang kita rasakan saat kita merasa sangat tidak nyaman dengan perlakuan seseorang atau hal lain yg dapat membuat kita marah. .
but at this moment, i've felt anger. .
anger that caused by s0meone. .
do you know how to erase this feeling ?
i want to know how. .
cause i . .
feeling empty. . .
emosi or em0tion. .
it can be defined as how do we feel at the m0ment. .
it can be, happy, sad, fun, satisfied, angry, etc . .
ah, it was so damnfull day for me. .
everything i've d0ne just like a mess in front of them. .
just nothing !
can you feel that??
have you ever feel like that before?
hate, .
i hate everybody right now. !
cause i have nobody to share my life, my story, my everything. .
does it sounds selfish huh?
but it looks better now. .
could you fix me up?
is there anyone could do that for me?
but i d0nt think so. .
cause there are nobody want to spend their minutes to listen. .
to feel like anyone else. .
and help them to solve their problem. .
is there anyone that still care for the others ?
i doubt it. .
amarah, . .
sesuatu yang kita rasakan saat kita merasa sangat tidak nyaman dengan perlakuan seseorang atau hal lain yg dapat membuat kita marah. .
but at this moment, i've felt anger. .
anger that caused by s0meone. .
do you know how to erase this feeling ?
i want to know how. .
cause i . .
feeling empty. . .
emosi or em0tion. .
it can be defined as how do we feel at the m0ment. .
it can be, happy, sad, fun, satisfied, angry, etc . .
ah, it was so damnfull day for me. .
everything i've d0ne just like a mess in front of them. .
just nothing !
can you feel that??
have you ever feel like that before?
hate, .
i hate everybody right now. !
cause i have nobody to share my life, my story, my everything. .
does it sounds selfish huh?
but it looks better now. .
could you fix me up?
is there anyone could do that for me?
but i d0nt think so. .
cause there are nobody want to spend their minutes to listen. .
to feel like anyone else. .
and help them to solve their problem. .
is there anyone that still care for the others ?
i doubt it. .
